Belajar Kerana Exam

Sejak nak makin dekat dgn musim exam ni, makin stress pulak. Bukan utk semua subjek, tapi stress dgn subjek Bahasa Arab ( BA ) je. Sem 2 ni kos aku ambil dua subjek BA which is BA ASP (wajib) and BA KEBANGSAAN (for those who do not have basic in arabic language).

The problem here is...aku sgt lah tidak boleh 'in' lgsg dgn BA ASP ni. I do enjoy my BA KEBANGSAAN class so much as the lecturer is very fun and our class is very santai. Mcm bdk tadika baru nak bljr abc 123. But BA ASP class is so stressful for myself. I do not understand anything from what my lecturer taught in class. Yes, salah aku lah sbb aku tak byk bertanya dgn ustazah aku utk dptkan penjelasan yg lebih jelas ttg topik yg aku sdg bljr. But i notice something.

I enjoy my BA KEBANGSAAN class more sbb the way we learn is very santai as i said earlier. We learn from basic. Bermula dgn how to introduce ourselves in arabic, berbual in arabic....and my lecturer always introduce us with soooo many new vocabs that might helps us. And one fact that kinda affect my joy and enthusiasm of learning arabic is that...BA KEBANGSAAN tak masuk dlm final exam. So i think that is why aku lebih suka bljr sbjk ni compared to BA ASP.

BA ASP ni sbjk paling aku tak suka sekali sem ni. Sbb aku rasa everytime aku masuk kelas, hanya 10-20% je ilmu baru yg aku dpt dan aku fhm. Dan satu lagi mslh aku dlm kelas ni adalah, aku tak tahu apa yg aku tak tahu. Sampai skrg ni pun, aku masih tak tahu how to bina ayat padahal that is the simplest question could be asked in our final exam kot. I kind of annoyed jugak sbb my lecturer ajar too fast. Yeah i know utk BA ASP ni semua bdk wajib ambil either u do hv basic in arabic or not. So nak tak nak ustazah terpaksa lah ajar dgn agak laju since majority my classmates mmg ada basic arab. But the rest? Aduh....stress!

I need my own tutor. I need to do something. I dont want my pointer to be lower than 3.5 again...*sigh*

P/s Belajar utk exam ni stressful sbb kau kena tahu benda yg kau belum ready nak tahu.